midterms suck times a bajillion and a half.
so melanie's still sick and i miss her a lot.
she's like my sister, i don't know what i'd do without her.
i can't concentrate and i really need to pass exams.
i hate myself and who/where i am.
i don't want to be me basically.
i see myself as a pathetic waste of oxygen.

on a slightly happier note, going to bamboozle this year.
hopefully both days.
i kinda sorta want to go to taste of chaos too because 30STM is playing and they're my favorite band and i wana see them again but, oh well.
they'll come around again soon....hopefully. :/
oh well, bamboozle with the bests is gonna be amazing.

so school started this week.
i absolutely love my english class.
it reminds me of 8th grade english and for those of you that had mr. gallagher you know that was an awesome class.
so yea, mr ziegler's really cool.
most of my other classes though, i have almost none of my really close friends.
oh well. i'll deal.
my lunch is really crowded but a certain someone that ive liked since last year's in it so it's all good.
he he. :]

i was supposed to hang out with rob on friday but he's bein wierd so i don't even know if it's gonna happen.
and that makes me sad.

well i suppose i should go pretend to do homework.
byez.

so i saw the goo goo dolls with my sister last night.
the working title opened for them and they were pretty good.
the counting crows were going on after but we left.
i got an awesome shirt and met the working title.
pretty good night.
johnny rzeznick looks amazing!!

mikey lemus

will from aiden

tony from sunstreak

so warped tour was pretty fun.
rob was in the middle of the line and saw me so me caitlin and jillian just got on line with him and mike.
then we thought tickets were sold out so me and jillian went to the parking lot.
the first time we asked we were like "anyone have an extra ticket?" and some girl drives by and was like i have one!
it was almost too easy.
so jillian got her ticket and it was only like 4 dollars more that ticketmaster.
then we got to the front of the line and found out there were still tickets left.
oh well.
we had fun trying to find a scalper..it was worth it.

i think i would have prefered to go last year or the year before but w/e, beggers can't be chosers.
so yea i saw aiden and hellogoodbye for the first time.
and joan jett and the blackhearts. omg they were so good.
and we met the guys from the sunstreak and they're really good.
jason signed everyone's cd different and drew a dinosaur on traci's.
saw motion city soundtrack and everytime i die too.
i had fun.
got kicked in the nose.
xD.

new camera=sweet!! xD
it was kinda cheap but its an olympus and i like it very much.
besides, almost anything's better than the little $40 box i had before.

can't wait for warped tour.
then aerosmith and motely crue.
then the goo goo dolls.
xD.
my sister gives the best birthday presents.

so i havent done anything softball related in like a month and now im at camnp and i cant move.
it probably would have been a good idea to do some kind of softball activity.
ive been too busy trying to memorize music and shit though.
oh well.
really wanna make varsity next year but ill probably just play up when there's no JV game.
not like anyone who reads this even cares but w/e.

<3333

when are people going to realize that anarchy is never going to work.
the government keeps us alive and protected and organized.
lack there of (ha good band btw) creates complete and total chaos.
not everyone can agree with everything but it doesnt mean something should be done away with because something isnt satisfactory to every single person.

might go with my sister to see Clerks II.

i wanna go soo bad.

she's gonna pretend to be my aunt or something.
the first one's one of my favorite kevin smith movies.
that and mallrats. <3333

...end of story.
and by the way, i don't need to impress anyone.
so you can go fuck yourself.
i know who my friends are.